Anguish...

"I am angry, frustrated and depressed. I am angry at the manic dogs of war who have invaded Mumbai. I am frustrated by the impotence of my government in Mumbai and Delhi, tone-deaf to the anguish of my fellow citizens. And I am depressed at the damage being done to the idea of India. " MJ Akbar

Pursuit of Happiness

"Death does not concern us, because as long as we exist, death is not here. And when it does come, we no longer exist. " - Epicurus

A pamphlet announcing the opening of a new bar & restaurant near my home named Epicurus, triggered memories of my childhood when i used to naively think that Epicurus was an European restaurant chain because of the numerous outlets of the same name that i encountered. Only later in my life, i came to know that Epicurus, the ancient greek philosopher inspired his followers to seek to live without pain or fear and was certainly ahead of his time in his belief that the existence and behavior of everything in the world is based on the movement of invisible particles, which we now know to be atoms.

Few philosophers have come up with more suggestive and more relevant answers to the pursuit of happiness than Epicurus. He taught that the point of all one's actions was to attain pleasure (conceived of as tranquility) for oneself, and that this could be done by limiting one's desires and by banishing the fear of the gods and of death.

Epicurus' hedonism was widely denounced in the ancient world as undermining traditional morality. In the modern age, we think of Epicureanism as a life of eating and drinking to excess in order to best enjoy life. However, this was never the intention of Epicurus, who merely wanted people to understand that to experience modest pleasures will allow fear and pain to subside, in itself creating the greatest pleasure of all: a life of contentment through equilibrium.

The Age of Anxiety

Both professor and prophet depress,

For vision and longer view

Agree in predicting a day

Of convulsion and vast evil,

When the Cold Societies clash

Or the masses are set in motion

To overrun the earth,

And the great brain which began

With lucid dialectics

Ends in a horrid madness.

(W.H.Auden, The Age of Anxiety)

Peter Drucker in his book "The Age of Discontinuity" said that "corporations can't provide their workers with economic security if the companies' own future is highly insecure." The unending turmoil in the Global Financial Markets has sparked deep fears for jobs and wages, despite the bailout packages from US, China and other members of the G20.

The combination of increased uncertainities found in everyday life with the insecurities of the global economy is potent. The lack of control which many of us have our everyday lives means that we must all learn to ride the " juggernaut of modernity".

End of an era

" The passing of champions can be cathartic; it is part of the large, primitive theatrics that sports perform. "

Sports is an activity in which even the greatest winners, finally lose, if only because their bodies eventually give out on them and they can no longer do what they once did with what seemed such magnificent ease that set them apart from other mortals.

Although we are all aware that some athlete heros in team sports are primarily selfless, some largely selfish, it is very possible to have a hero who has it both ways, fulfilling his own hero's destiny while fighting unrelentingly for his team. Such a mythic man, is Anil Kumble.

Kumble's decision to retire has plunged the Indian Cricket fans into pathos. The moment carried an accumulation of memories and meanings that are involved in the drama of great athletes aging, failing and retiring.

There will be no way of estimating Kumble's value to the Indian Cricket team from a dignity and morale standpoint and Ganguly's value for getting under the opposition's skin. There are relatively very few athletes like Kumble and Ganguly whose glories and declines seem to acquire an emotional importance.

I shudder to think of the day when the "Great Man" bids farewell to Cricket. It will certainly be a day of national mourning.

Four Days in Hyderabad

A good meal begins with expectation, continues with gratification, and ends with satisfaction.

When it comes to food, Hyderabad is vibrant, innovative and open to gastronomic ideas. It is a city of appetite. A four day restaurant crawl across the city is just not enough to savor the Hyderabadi/Andhra cuisine. There will always be uneaten meals, restaurants unvisited and foods untried.

Friday 10/10 - Chutney's -Chiranjeevi Dosa, Babai Idli, Filter coffee; Angeethi - Roti, Biryani, Karela and Cashew Curry; Paradise - Veg. Biryani, Qubani ka Meetha; Irani Chai, Tie Biscuit at Blue Sea Cafe

Saturday 11/10 - Chutney's -Guntur Idli, MLA Pesarattu; Annapoorna Andhra Mess- Andhra Thali-Gonugura Chutney, Tomato Pappu, Bangaladumpa Veypudi, Aratikayala Kura

Sunday 12/10 - Upma at Home; Mutton Biryani, Sheer Korma at Cafe Bahar; Chai, Osmania Biscuit at Blue Sea; Rayalaseema Thali with Ragi Sangati at Rayalaseema Ruchulu

Monday 13/10 - Kamat, Secunderabad - Rava Idli, Masala Dosa, Filter coffee; Gujju Thali at Gujarati Bhojanalay; Falooda at Shadab; Andhra Thali at Abhiruchi, Chai, Samosa at Hilton Cafe

Clockwatchers

"I used to work in a bank. There was this button on the desk and I kept looking at it every day for a month, and finally I just pushed it... it was the alarm. They never tell you anything because they're afraid you'll take their stupid jobs." - A dialogue from the film, Clockwatchers(1998).

The experience of being underloaded, of too little responsibility and work is more stressful than being overloaded. If you are overloaded, atleast you feel needed and useful, even if you are overworked, overwhelmed and exhausted. We all have a choice between tolerating the routine ("being a clock watcher"), or standing up and making a change.

Most of us start our careers with lofty ambitions but do we eventually become what we despise the most? Do we all become clockwatchers and architects of our own petty domains and self-important delusions?

Doing a favour to Google

Blogs are the saviours for search engines, as without them the likes of Google would have very little fresh content to index, other than brand new sites which are few and far between.

As someone who belives in Google's credo of doing no evil, i wanted to contribute some content to the blog today.

I did not want to write about the financial crisis because a vast patch in the amazon forests have already disappaeared in analysing the debacle. I did not want to write about Saurav Ganguly's retirement as he will contradict anything he says or does the very next day. I did not want to write on when Sachin will cross Brian Lara's record, as at this rate it will be next year(if he is still around).I did not want to write on the anguish of allowing Ponting to make a century in the first test of the tour as visitors are gods for us and we have a history of redeeming visiting batsmen(remember the resurgence of Matt Hayden?). I did not want to write on the Telugu movie i saw yesterday, as you have to make fun of it to keep from getting angry, I mean really angry. I did not want to write on Lewis Hamilton's disastorous outing in the Japan GP, as he is again messing up his chances to win the championship. I did not want to write on Chinese manufacturing beacuse if they are not manufacturing kids' toys with lead paint or contaminating pet food, they are mixing toxins in toothpaste and milk.

Now that i have put in lot of indexable words in this post, i will stop the rant!